i work fast.
new blog.
http://torn-and-lost.blogspot.com
the password's the same.
(:
see you there.

okay.
added a password to my blog. why? i don't know.
just felt like doing it.
gonna move my blog soon.
ya.
(:

yeah baby!! it's me. haha. must be wondering why this chabo so high now right, instead of like almost dead from mugging. hee. sorry la. i am such a loser can. i just can't set my mind on hardcore mugging la. later. i will. later. hee. keep your fingers crossed. hee.

anyway, i want to say about the bbq yesterday!! hahaa. so much fun!! okay. it was a bbq organised by nana, nexa and jia. haha. dam fun la!! i didn't help much in the bbq-ing part cos there's no space for me ma. hee. but we played zhong ji mi ma!! haha. the punishment is to drink this drink put together with lots of ingredients that i don't want to know about. hahaa. the loser from the previous round will have the honour of mixing the drink. haha. everyone drank except nexa so she's the ultimate winner. haha. but we cheated la. haha. and one of na's friend got so high that he couldn't stop laughing. haha. must be cos of the butter and oil he drank. haha. he was dam funny to look at. haha.

oh. played hai da with nex. man. i think we really have telepathy la. for the first 4 times, we started with the same action. haha. dam funny. it's like so jinxed. haha. oh. and nana's friend rayner is so entertaining and funny. haha. and he is so gay. haha. he rocks la. haha.

had so much fun yesterday!! hope to have a bbq again soon. hint hint. hee.

i..i don't know. wanted to say i'm like finally studying. but, my mood's not there now. i'm disheartened. man. my english suck. that line sounds/looks really weird. man. am i going to pass my gp? i hope. pass anything else? i better.

grace, no worries. we can do it. like i said. promos are meant for promoting. we can do it. (just on a saver note, keep our fingers crossed.)

people, we must go on fighting!! don't give up!! yups!! jiayou!!! love love love. mwahhs.

i don't know what i feel like now. was watching a mv just now. love the feeling it gives. makes my heart go all cold. i am weird. oh wells.

you were so close today. yet, so far. no thumping of heart. no blushing. think you are really history now, or maybe, you weren't even there to start with. oh wells.

love you people.

i have bad point. at least i think it's bad. i'm too trusting at times. well. can't help it right.

oh wells. anyway for you people out there, you know who you are, i do know what is going on in your minds. i know. just that i have no wish to declare war cos i do love peace and don't like trouble. yups. but just don't think i act as if i don't know doesn't mean you can go on with it. oh well. you guys won't even read my blog in the first place. lastly, i like to say i really don't give a damn about what you think cos it's my life. and i live it the way i want(:

well. happy mugging dears. mwahhs.

i wanted to bitch about this friend of mine who refuses to grow up and her actions are making me very pek chek. really wanted to. but, after some time and some thinking, i realised i shouldn't and won't. cos everyone is different, everyone has their own characteristics and personalities. no one is perfect. it's mean to bitch about her when i mayself makes a lot of people pek chek at times, including you who are reading.

somehow, i think i've grown up a bit more today. just a little tweeny bit. but, it's better than nothing. (:

i'm sick of life now. but, i should stop saying that too eh. cos i chose this route, i should persevere on. i should just stop complaining cos everyone feels the same too. i believe.

it's so difficult being nice and all but i'm going to try. so if you next see me nice and sweet and non-bitchy, believe me. it's really me. if you ever see me like that. ya.

this post is quite random yeah. oh wells. happy mugging people. jiayou. (:

woohoo!! i know this is very random but my new blogskin looks so cute!! hee. i love it. it's like dam random la. okay. haha.

just watched pride too!! you know..takukimu. haha. oh my god!! he is dam cute la!! dam dam dam cute!! haha. hockey rocks!! haha. okay. ice hockey rocks too!! haha. i rock. haha.

met liz today to return her her nephew. haha. dam fun. more powerpuff. oh no. i'm turning into a powerpuff freak!! haha.

okay. this is dam random. i keep on saying this is dam random. haha. oh oh oh. i love mayday for this hokkien songs. they accompanying me for mugging. hee. hokkien rocks!! haha. dam random.

okay okay okay. time to try and get some mugging done, with my hokkien songs. hee. byeeeee!!

okay okay. i apologise for not blogging for so long. hee. i'm a lazy bum la. so. hee. aiyah. i think i sorta forgot what i want to blog about. shit. let me think ah. okay. got back a little.

i know this sounds weird but it's cruel to eat the other parts of animals other than the meat. such as the head, intestines, etc. yucks. it's like so cruel. haha. i'm weird right. hee. i keep telling myself i have to refrain from eacting meat cos of the poor animals but, sigh. i keep on forgetting too. i shall try from tomorrow yeah. wish me luck. and yes, this means no more kfc and macs. dam. i'm already starting to regret. haha. i doubt i'll succeed but hey, i'll try. so remember to remind me the next time we eat yeah. hee.

and you know, there is this dam nice phone from sony ericsson called w800i. i think i a bit slow la. only say now but i haven't blogged for a long time. ya. hee. so, you know, i also by the way like the phone a lot ah. and it's about a month away from a very big day ah. so, you know what i mean right. no. don't shake your head and try and act stupid. my friends are all very intelligent. cousins included. hee.

k la. i don't know what else to say. hee. cheenas rock!! haha. so do ah lian and ah huay. hee. if you don't understand, don't bother trying. haha.

bye. tCare. love you people. mwahhs. (:

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nicknamed the old one now.
i stress, i am not old.
i would prefer to be called, mature.

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but we exist to dream.
Make a wish,
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