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Saturday, November 29, 2003 4:58:00 PM

yes...i'm now being a goodie girl staying at my grams so you'll most prob see me here online once a week..heh..don't miss me too much kz...and i'm missing nexa n clau...sigh...kz la...just to tell u this..and i won't be missing shuwei coz i don't like him nemore...and i think star runner rocks to the core...heh...tata!!

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Monday, November 24, 2003 10:59:00 PM

hey people! its eunice blogging for serene! yeahh! anyways, she told me to tell you that she wont be blogging for sometime now cuz shes being a goodie girl and keeping her grandmama company at her house. in simple words, shes staying at her ah ma's place! yeapp! =) anywaysss, i think she'll miss you all. (: hahhas. and shuwei* blarhs.

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Saturday, November 22, 2003 7:07:00 PM

pho
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."


Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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HASH(0x8473ae8)
Your soul is bound to the First Totem, Ares:
The Dove
.

Ares appears as a pearl dove. She embodies
love, peace, balance, and devotion. She
is associated with the color pearl, the season
of transition, and the element of love. Her
downfall is idolization.

You are most compatible with Wolves and White
Stags.


Which Animal Spirit Totem Are You?
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wintergreen
You are Wintergreen.
You are cool and collected. You are very
comfortable with yourself and what you do.
Even if you have a lot of responsiblities, you
always manage to be in control. You are
sometimes laid-back and you are always the
voice of reason. However, others may see you
as lazy or detached sometimes, unable to act
responsibly.
Most Compatible With: Lime


Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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cuddle and a kiss
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed


What Sign of Affection Are You?
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You represent... happiness.
You represent... happiness.
Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a
sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread
your happiness. You have a tendency to be a
little hyper, but you have the ability to make
your own fun no matter what.


What feeling do you represent?
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Cheerful
You're the cheerful smile,the one that's truly
happy with almost everything you do and would
never cahnge your life.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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woodchuck
YOU ARE MARRIED TO A WoODCHUCK!!!


what's YOUR deepest secret?
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do they sound like me? heh. and for clau's quiz, i'm L.A.Boyz, wilber and with zax. oh wow! heh.
quiz are fun if they are not so long

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6:18:00 PM

i'm back!!
as the titled suggests, i'm back!! back from camp and everything else...yays!!everything's over!! finally!! lalalalalalalalalalalala....so happy....and i wanna say sorry to john for leaving you to celebrate your bday alone. dui bu qi mah! i'm jus too buzy. sorry!! well...feeling happy now coz i finally get to sleep alot...heh..feel like a pig now...lalalalalala....diam high man!! heh..k la..shan't wase your precious time reading this stupid post full of crap(crab)...8102. and yah, celeste...i'll MISS YOU!!
missing you already

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Tuesday, November 18, 2003 8:09:00 PM

too obsessed! too obsessed! too obsessed! this is what you'll call me now. i'm getting too obsessed and this may not be a good thing even though i'm enjoying it. why am i suddenly so obsessed? why is this happening? i'm just too obsessed!! someone help me! (even though i do not wish to be pulled out) love makes the world goes round...
obsession of you

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Monday, November 17, 2003 9:15:00 PM

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toro guo wei yun, i miss you!! you sang tian gao di hou at shin's concert but why are those singing with youtony, cyndi and shin instead of energy? but just remember to continue pursueing the dreams you once had okz.

天高地厚
你累了没有 可否伸出双手 想拥抱 怎能握着拳头
我们还有很多梦没作 还有很多明天要走 要让世界听见我们的歌
准备好没有 时间不再回头 想要飞 不必任何理由
不管世界尽头多寂寞 你的身边一定有我 我们说过不管天高地厚
想飞到 那最高最远最洒脱 想拥抱 在最美丽的那一刻
想看见 陪我到最后谁是朋友 你是我最期待的那一个

可以一起闯祸一起沉默一起走 可以一起飞翔一起沦落
不管天高地厚陪着我 陪我一起大声狂吼
想飙到 那最高最远最辽阔 想唱完 那最感动的一首歌
没看见 那天高地厚不肯放手
因为我有我想要的朋友 你是我最想要的朋友

the pursue never ends

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8:33:00 AM

happy one year anniversary to those who first saw energy a year ago on this day.
the legend goes on

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Sunday, November 16, 2003 9:27:00 PM

one more day. one more day. one more day. can't believe a year has past. a year full of ups and downs, twists and turns. a year of roller coaster rides and it seems like years has past, but the fact is, only a year. lots has happened since a year ago on 17 November 2002 when we first saw energy (minus da). they came with 4 that time, and from now on, they will only be four (minus yun). this year has caused me to see the really bad side of life. it has taught me alot of things. guess i really matured. even though we all can't bare to see yun leave energy but the fact is, he will never be back. nexa asked me a few days ago if there are others who call kunda da and ahdi di like us. i guess most probably yes but i'm sure no one calls toro yun like us. why? because it's been a long time since we called him that. in september or maybe august. i don't think the fans will call him that yet. we are special. yes nex, we are. right now alot of non-toro energy fans dislike him because of his behaviour and stuff and his own fans also calls him weiyun instead of toro now. glad they knew what to do. but is it worth it to not like a talented guy because of what he did? just because he left energy and gone solo and is super irritating to us now? guess we shouldn't. we should just continue to support him because i'm sure this is what energy wants us to do. and i'll do it.

a day. a day. a day.
one day. one day. one day.
a year. a year. a year.
one year. one year. one year.
will always miss you. will always miss you. will always miss you.
give us your blessings and we give you ours. give us your blessings and we give you ours.give us your blessings and we give you ours.
continue to pursue the dreams of 5 in 4-1 positions. continue to pursue the dreams of 5 in 4-1 positions. continue to pursue the dreams of 5 in 4-1 positions.
the dream goes on

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Wednesday, November 12, 2003 6:40:00 PM

now wat? i have decided not to retype the post liao. since i am just plain lazy and can't be bothered. so do try to read it if you can but i'm sure you can't. heh. to wanna noe what it's about, try asking me. i may tell you. or maybe wait till i am so free and bored then i retype. for the time being, you can continue to guess what it's about. heh. love ya..

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Monday, November 10, 2003 6:16:00 PM

heh...i changed the layout again...this time is really for good (i hope) as it is a nice colour and is full of stars...don't scold me kz? and for the previous entry, i'll try to retype everything into simpified chinese when i am free some day soon then if it still can't be seen then i'll write in english. sorry for any inconvience caused. love ya...t3aRdr0p

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8:45:00 AM

我愛張書�

我愛那個在民國68年次11月4日出世的張書�
我愛那個�巴樂嗆到的張書�
我愛那個為了自己的�想與家人翻臉的張書�
我愛那個會彈�他的張書�
我愛那個為了生活而跑很多場�的張書�
我愛那個溫柔的張書�
我愛那個喜歡粉紅色的張書�
我愛那個很長舌的張書�
我愛那個很有善的張書�
我愛那個超�愛的張書�
我愛那個是energy�員�副團長的張書�
我愛那個很會唱歌的張書�
我愛那個愛哭鬼的張書�
我愛那個很感性的張書�
我愛那個很會跳舞的張書�


最��的是﹕我愛我心裡�的那個張書�

想�他的�題﹕
May I Love U
我�如何�能�抱你呢 緊緊抱著我�你
你附和 從朋�晉�情人角色 從苦澀轉變�了快樂
把鑰匙交給了你 你�轉身將我囚�在一扇��等待的門裡
你試�那麼多心的鎖 怎麼就�來開啟我的愛情
Love you, Love you, May I love you?
Tell me what to do �能讓你�孤單我�孤�
一起找幸� 當這個世界一步一步�麗到�蕪
請放心我還是你的信徒 Love you, Love you,
May I love you? Tell me you love me too
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我奢望時間會為我�� 看著我這樣投入
難�你都沒有感觸 �接�至少給我些幫助
就說你感動到想哭多少能減輕一點我的痛苦

我想跟他說的﹕
Yes I Love You
集中所有力� �你看你 等那個訊� 你欠我的訊�
你欠答案的 那個�題
Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me?
你沒�我 我能回應什麼 用眼神說 我怕我會�錯
��� 繼續互相折磨 你看我 我看著你寂寞
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別說你還沒感覺到 我所給你的微笑 ��微笑
Love you Love you Yes I love you 你�見了嗎
這是我第一��地一��心�的回答
那身邊的人經�的人我都�牽掛 我�你 你想�去的天涯
Love you Love you Yes I love you 你還沒�見嗎
能�能請你放下 放下那愚蠢掙扎 我害怕愛情就�
盛開的花 一錯� 眼淚也沒有辦法
RAP: �是一場 多麼令人 疲倦的�戲 �剩下一步
�舉棋�定 我早就輸了 你��相信你會�
看你一直苦笑歎� 我想幫忙 我好著急 愛情 愛情
真傷感情 兩個人 僵在這裡 兩顆心 懸在那裡
時間 時間 就快沒有時間 我們 越來越�朋�而已

我愛張書�我愛張書�我愛張書�我愛張書�我愛張書�我愛張書�我愛張書�我愛張書�我愛張書�

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Friday, November 07, 2003 4:55:00 PM

it's over!!!!oh man..O's is over!!!
it's time to celebrate!! lalalalalalalla

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Wednesday, November 05, 2003 2:11:00 PM

vp sucks!
oh man, noe what? our vp sucks lor. talk so much cock and in the end there is no problem. wasted our time man. should be studying lor. so what if we r supposed to be of a high calibre and should know time management? so what? i mean are you like better? your calibre also not that high and i don't think you have a good time management too. and you are looking at things from your little point of view too! so why say us? if you expect our calibre to be of rgs standard, then we should have chosen to go to rgs instead of this school. and if u want that kind of calibre, pls go to rgs to be their vp then. why even bother staying here? making us pissed only. hmp! shan't waste my time on you anymore. shall go and do things that are more worth it like writing my ffic and studying, or even watching tv. hope that i won't have to see you so close up and personal again! tata!!!

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Tuesday, November 04, 2003 6:48:00 PM

the day
hioz...me again. know what? sorry about what i wrote yesterday arh. just feeling diam lousy so i wrote those. no hard feelings kz? and the eunice and nana thingy is solved. and sorry arh, due to me the thingy happened. dui bu qi mah. and know what? today is shuwei's birthday. happy birthday! and about the thingy whoever said online, unless there is prove or else no way i am going to believe manz. heh. but if really is true hor, the girl should just leave him and not make a big hoo-haa lor. aiyo...just attention seeking man. k la. must jiayou for o's liao. byeoz.

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Monday, November 03, 2003 7:29:00 PM

dislikes
this post is going out to all those that are close to me. this is going to be about what i dislike about you. you can don't like me after reading this but you still have to read it. here it comes:

xiuhua
i really don't like the way you treat me or whatever la. can't describe it. anyway, we only get to meet each other once a few months so can you like stop asking me if there is a job for you? not that i am unhappy to help you look for one but can't you just ask about me and my life first? don't you care anymore? i thought you are my best friend? and one thing, it is most probably that there isn't a job.

chiching
i know that you most probably won't be reading this but i still wanna write. are we like still even friends? for the past 3 years xiuhua and i has been trying to get you out to meet up and tel me how many times have you turned up? you always said ok but last minute you will happen to have something on. and to what i know is the meeting of secondary school friends. are we like so insignificent to you? are we? can't you just bother to care alittle more about us? i only get to talk to you like once or twice a year? what happened?

mello
you know what? i think you really acn't believe you are here too right? but you are. i can't stand the way you think that the world sucks only for you and not the rest. i mean our lives are equally as screwed up so don't assume only yours is ok? and i am not as strong as you think i am so..yea..

lyne
you really don't care anymore? don't you see a difference in our friendship? and i really can't stand you pissing me off last week. i mean i don't expect you to know that i am pissed but when you know it, don't piss me off, kz? because my feelings are really down these days due to alot of things so please try to understand and stop being an ass. thanks.

eunice
girl..know what? i really don't like the way you act cute but if it's inborn then nevermind la. and know what? i am starting to like you more and more because of your ability to voice out your feelings now. better than suppressing them right? and one more thing, stop stressing yourself. you are doing ok at the moment, unlike me, just that my chinese is stronger. so stop saying that you are doing badly ok.

nexa
i don't really know what i don't like about you but i know i don't like something about you. so i guess there is nothing to be done.

nana
you are another one that i don't know what i dislike about. really. but i do dislike you. sigh...blame it on my bad memory.

celeste
you!! i dislike you the most man. you are irritating, mean and thinks highly about yourself. so what if you have the brains and is clever? don't have to keep on telling me that you hate the brains you have right? if you think you are so clever, continue being one, others won't mind. too bad if you think you only have brains and no other talents.

celly
i really can't stand the way you talk about results too. you think you get very low but have you spared a thought about others? but overall you are quite ok la. do try not to talk so much about results, kz?

yarnie
ah ma! do you really care about youe size so much? if you do, please take some initiaitve to lose weight or else stop complaining about it. and know what? we like you the way you are now. so stop feeling inferior!

me
i don't know but i find myself irritating. i just have almost all the bad points a person can have. i am mean, irritating, proud, naggy, etc. i am just bad and i think everyone will dislike at least a part of me. so don't try to hide it ok. just tell me and i will try to change but definitely no promises. you guys know i break promises like drinking water. and i also dpm't really like the me that hides everything up and thinks that i am positive. i am just a little kid who is as angry as any other teenager will be. our lives are full of anger and hatred. don't you all agree? so do tell me if you don't like me kz?

conclusion: everyone is hypocritical and two-faced, just like me

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6:10:00 PM

screwed up!
i mean i am so 'suay'!! i am forever screwing things up....i mean presently i am already so pek chek with the leaving of my class and now what? not only di is injured (not that i care) and i caused eunice to fall out with nana. oh great...now what? i am always screwing things up..and this is not the first time i caused eunice to fall out with someone. the last time was only the start of this year and it took like half a year to recover. sorry....i really didn't mean it. can't help it la..i am jus so suay..hate this man. hate me, hate life, hate the world.....and yes, you are hearing it from me, the oh-so-positive chabo. can someone help me...my life is totally screwed up now...and i really need lotza help. oh man!!!! sigh...i really miss 3/4..i want the class..i think i honestly cant live without the peeps lor....i really wanna drop hcl loe....hai~ shan't disturb y'all with my prob coz i promised that my blog will be a happy one. sorry that i couldn't keep my promise. hope i will be able to keep the other promises i made, especially those to clau coz i made too many to her.... ...

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Saturday, November 01, 2003 4:12:00 PM

thanks

dearest peeps in 3/4, i am writing this post specially for you. i may be leaving the class next year and it is not confirmed but somewhat confirmed even though i am still hoping for a miracle and hoping to see a glimmer of hope. so before i leave, i just wanna say my thanks to you guys for i am afraid that i won't get the chance to say it anymore.

nana, nexa, celly
you guys are the first friends i have in 3/4 because we were all from 2/2. just wanna thank you guys for all the good times you have given me for the past year. i am going to miss you all so much. really, a big thanks!

hanhan, gracie, alloi, sam khoo, valli, guech
you guys are the next batch of people i know. you have definitely brought lots of fun, laughter and joy in the past year. especially hanhan, remember not to slack so much anymore, okies. gracie, continue to do well in your english and sam, must treasure all the relationships you now have.

yarnie, geri, vivian, yuling
peeps, you guys rocks to the core. the funny ones are really funny and the blur ones are really blur. you guys are so diam cute. must remember to keep it ok. and great ah ma, must remember to bring more joy into others life, you really touch alot of people.

wenwen, my daughter
ger arh, must continue to study hard ok? even if ma won't be there to nag at you, still must yong gong du shu ok? guai!

jane, germz
you guys are the best peeps i met in my last days in the class. thanks for bringing me so much joy for the past 2 days. you guys really gave me hope without realising. thanks!

sparetyre
mi tang ah, wo hui hen xiang ni de. yao yi zhi ji de wo, zhi dao ma? :) thanks for everything. really, i will miss you like hell. must yong gong du shu, don't keep on reading comics.

grace
i guess you are the one that really understands everything. thanks for putting up with me all these times. i will really miss you.

to the rest
you guys have contributed to my times in 3/4. i really don't know what else to say except THANK YOU! must remember to continue to strive as a class.

byeoz... ... will miss ya lots and lots

a song by s.h.e. titled mo li. it goes out to all of you.

魔力

I have you to be with
Everything will be easy
晒的阳光 淋的雨滴 都值得回忆
I have you to be with
才懂心不够近才怕距离
心电感应 绝不断讯 会如影子随瑚
曾灰心以为 我来错了世界
太多想法很另类 找不到人了解
当我说的感觉 牵动著你的脸
互动的泪 让我们变得特别
你是我的魔力
想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛 把不如意 都变成流星
你是我的魔力
心情不好我就想你
删除忧郁 复制甜蜜 笑容不结冰
幸福是间电影院
没有单人的座位
要肩碰肩 才能看好戏上演
and i say thank you thank you thank you



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born serene oh but not old.
nicknamed the old one now.
i stress, i am not old.
i would prefer to be called, mature.

It's not a dream if it came true,
but we exist to dream.
Make a wish,
I'm your faithful genie that doesn't have much patience :)

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