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Sunday, August 21, 2005 9:18:00 PM
i need people by my side now. i feel so down. so out. so alone.
why? why is this happening? i don't know.
i was happy about an hour ago.
now, i'm down and out.
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had lots of fun today. tuition was boring and unproductive as usual. went for lunch with ahma.
ahma, i'll be by you all the time. just gimme a call yeah. i love you so much.
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went to do the fiming for jo. had fun too. i'm high all the time la. by myself. haha. it was fun. (: i love her teammates. and the actors too. yups. dam funky and cute. hee. =D
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icf on friday. enrolment too. enrolment sucks, as expected. icf. okay la. wasn't paying attention most of the time. we were in a world of our own. hee. we acted like it was our icf. hee. exchanged lots of stuff. our personal life. everything. went for dinner after that. talked more. hee. decided on who's the first to be married and stuff. haha. dam fun.
concluded that mello's first child will be a guy. and she wants it to be a girl. too bad dear. guy it shall be. hee. and decided that i'll be the first to be married. haha. cos i do things on impluse. so i'll get married first. haha. dam funny la. and i'll be the first to be divorced too. like, i'll be married at 21, divorced by 21 1/2. haha. so me eh. and keep on changing boyfriends after that. and adopt like 4 kids. give birth to one. hee. and all our kids shall form a soccer team. haha. we do think far eh.
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thought about the previous topic a lot after friday. decided that i might just get back to my first husband at the end. when i'm like 50 and all alone. and he too. hee. think too much la. haha.
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by the way, my angel, can you leave a contact for me please. cos i might need to talk to you sometimes. and i can't possibly blog about all my deepest secret and all, right? just an email will do. yups. please. cos i think i'll need you a lot soon. (: love you.
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i am going to kill a lot of people tomorrow. actually only 2 la. haha. i am going to throw daggers at them. hahahhahaa. beware boys. hee.
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i still feel down. oh well. maybe the flu is making me feel like that. well. take care of yourself people. don't fall ill like me. yups. love you people. no kisses today. don't want to pass virus. yups. (:
