as usual, ignorance is bliss. life is once again, getting sadder. i am sad. my life is sad. everything is sad. this is sad. wondering whether to turn up later or not. if all of them are going to turn up, and no one else other than them, don't really feel like going. since when and why did our relationship become like that? i think i'm at fault. but it's not totally my fault. but it's mostly my fault. urgh. can't think properly now. well, i guess not voicing out my thoughts is my biggest mistake. oh well. heck. don't think can change anything now. i am such a failure. oh well. i'll just be a loner from now on. hey. i am a loner. a loner in a big crowd of people. hah. contradicting. nevermind. no one will understand unless you've been in my shoes. want to let it all out. but this crybaby here is emotional but can't cry at times like this. weird? i contradict myself a lot. that's why i come across as heartless, emotionless, insensitive, etc. you get me. what am i doing here?! i should be studying for my exams! oh well. heck. i'm so bo chap. and i am starting to hate this bo chapness in me. urgh. i should just stop complaining yeah. oh well. sorry to waste your time if you've reached this part of the entry.

born serene oh but not old.
nicknamed the old one now.
i stress, i am not old.
i would prefer to be called, mature.

It's not a dream if it came true,
but we exist to dream.
Make a wish,
I'm your faithful genie that doesn't have much patience :)

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