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Wednesday, March 23, 2005 9:34:00 PM
i am sad.
i am empty.
i am frustrated.
i am losing faith.
i am not as happy-go-lucky as i seem.
i am..me.
sigh. the world is so unfair.
i am not happy with it.
i miss all you people.
i miss you guys alot.
really alot.
especially chaiyi.
i miss you so much.
why can't you come back?
why don't you want to share your problems with me?
and instead, just crying to yourself.
it hurts inside me, you know.
i miss you.
*
Friday, March 18, 2005 10:43:00 PM
historytoday is the end of everything. everything that has happened is finally history. aren't i glad, even though i'm not supposed to be.
i'm free. free from the memories. free from the past. free.
never felt better.
but, am i really happy? i wonder.
*
Wednesday, March 09, 2005 8:25:00 PM
is it just a coincidence or what? i prefer to know it as fate. i keep on seeing you today. so many times. just when i'm supposed to be forgetting you. well, fated ya.
no mood to blog about anything. don't know what to blog about too.
anyway, suaku, i love you! you can go on loving the other girl but you gotta remember my love for you too.
[love you to the sun and hope to come back in one piece / right here waiting / jade and belle forever]
*you complete me*
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Tuesday, March 01, 2005 9:48:00 PM
all this while, i knew i will be leaving MI soon. but i never really mentally prepared myself for this day to arrive. it seem to arrive too soon. ok. i know i'm not making any sense. my life in MI is almost over. down to one last week. and i bet 3/4 or more won't be going back. so we have unofficially ended our life in MI.
i'm really missing you guys so much. had an og outing on sunday. couldn't bear to leave that night. really wish that night will not come to an end and we will always be that bunch of happy people. but, reality has brought us back, our results too. today, most of us are wondering where to go. chances of getting in the same school again is low. maybe one or two MI people but definitely not everyone. this is a selfish though but i'm actually hoping that the MI life will not end. we will just be that bunch of happy people going there to study, to play, to slack, to enjoy pae.
during my short stay in MI, i met a lot of great people. however short the time i've known them, they brought me memories that i hope to remember for the rest of my life.
my og mates: zhixuan, kenneth, kenny, calvin, mervyn, bryan, masthan, jamas, liang yu, xu jie, sze cheng, garcia, germaine, louisa, vina, min min, regina, lee chiu, daphne, larissa, sem, sharlene, jasmine, christina, faizal, basitd(ogl).thanks for all the great times you guys gave me during orientation, mornings and og outings. even though most of you didn't turn up of outings, i do hope you will one day. if we even have another one.
(i didnt remember all of them, i took this off the post on 3rd jan)my classmates: dhava, liyu, jianwei, priya, yericca, louisa, huibing, florina, liting, aisha, rita, rachel, rekha, saliha, kah mun, jane, audrey, dorinda, cindy chan, cindy tandrow, jiaqi, safi, stam, leon, chengkai, franklin, alson, jingzhi, eileen.thanks for the times in class. for the times outside class. for everything. 05SF is remembered.
others: zhizhong, guotai, bobby, natasha, amanda, ethan, ernest, yong xiang, ching sian, kum soon, fiona(from ytss), fiona(from my chinese class), the friend of guotai from braddell-west who refuses to tell me his name, syahmi, charmaine, nisha, monisha, bryan, li hui, crystal, rachel(diamond), roslynn, diviana, skq, keith, jinghao, amelia, liling, felicia, magdalene, shuling, the group of friends of yeri,xiao ping. your presence is much appreciated. thanks for being part of my MI life.
(will add in more names when i remember and sorry for any spelling mistakes)don't think will add in people from st margs because i already know them beforehand.
just wanna tell you people, i love you to da core!! try not to forget me, even though i can't promise i won't. stay funky and happening. tCare.
