solitude
solitude, means state of being alone. this word just came to my mind just now. i guess i am in trouble again, or should i say feel at a lost again.
last year, when the contract thing was going on, i kept on having this feeling. i would want to walk around the neighbourhood and look around, see if there is any difference. and i would also like to walk to the playground and sit there, all by myself, doing nothing. guess what? i walked around just now and wanted to go to the playground, but didn't because there are people there.
why am i doing these all over again? is it because of the exams? or this is what people call de-stressing?
i know i have very strange ways of de-stressing. i like to draw lines on paper and shade them, colour them. i totally love that. and i've been doing that very frequently these days.
at times, i just felt totally alone. as if there is no one else left in the world.
loneliness

born serene oh but not old.
nicknamed the old one now.
i stress, i am not old.
i would prefer to be called, mature.

It's not a dream if it came true,
but we exist to dream.
Make a wish,
I'm your faithful genie that doesn't have much patience :)

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