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Friday, February 13, 2004 8:03:00 PM
the plc
look peeps, i'm diam pissed now. i am very unhappy. i am sick since yesterday so i said i didn't want to come school today but nanz and nithya 'threatened' to kill me after thinking day if i don't come. so i asked what about ae, nanz answer was we haven't start rehearsal yet so we can do without you. i mean what the hell! i spent to many hours and saturdays on the ae thingy and now you go saying we can do without you. know how hurt i am? know that a teenage girl's heart's very vulnerable? nevermind, i take it as a joke. today i was telling ms ho about i have to go for f&n classes, she told me cca first. so i was like ms kee was given permission by mrs lee so i can miss my cca la. i mean i'm sure ms ho wants her students to put 100% in their studies and expect us to put 100% in gg. i mean i only have a 100%, so i try to put 50-50 but what was the answer ms ho gave me? she said you can go, but i'll take away your rank. i mean what the hell! ok, fine. go ahead and strip me of my post, sack me, who knows what. i don't care. i can take my cca points from my testworks. i bet she won't even give me a damn if i don't turn for for plc tomorrow. big deal. i won't mind being just a guide. i can slack in ae prep, don't have to stay back after school many days a week. i get so much more freedom. go on. sack me. strip me. i don't care. i believe f&n is more important because we will be doing our o'levels stuff during this period of time. fine. ms kee will so love me if she sees this. go ahead with what you guys want to do. i don't care liao. since ae is not a our thing after all, since i can don't be there for it.
do what whatever you want. not going to care anymore!
