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Monday, November 03, 2003 7:29:00 PM
dislikes
this post is going out to all those that are close to me. this is going to be about what i dislike about you. you can don't like me after reading this but you still have to read it. here it comes:
xiuhua
i really don't like the way you treat me or whatever la. can't describe it. anyway, we only get to meet each other once a few months so can you like stop asking me if there is a job for you? not that i am unhappy to help you look for one but can't you just ask about me and my life first? don't you care anymore? i thought you are my best friend? and one thing, it is most probably that there isn't a job.
chiching
i know that you most probably won't be reading this but i still wanna write. are we like still even friends? for the past 3 years xiuhua and i has been trying to get you out to meet up and tel me how many times have you turned up? you always said ok but last minute you will happen to have something on. and to what i know is the meeting of secondary school friends. are we like so insignificent to you? are we? can't you just bother to care alittle more about us? i only get to talk to you like once or twice a year? what happened?
mello
you know what? i think you really acn't believe you are here too right? but you are. i can't stand the way you think that the world sucks only for you and not the rest. i mean our lives are equally as screwed up so don't assume only yours is ok? and i am not as strong as you think i am so..yea..
lyne
you really don't care anymore? don't you see a difference in our friendship? and i really can't stand you pissing me off last week. i mean i don't expect you to know that i am pissed but when you know it, don't piss me off, kz? because my feelings are really down these days due to alot of things so please try to understand and stop being an ass. thanks.
eunice
girl..know what? i really don't like the way you act cute but if it's inborn then nevermind la. and know what? i am starting to like you more and more because of your ability to voice out your feelings now. better than suppressing them right? and one more thing, stop stressing yourself. you are doing ok at the moment, unlike me, just that my chinese is stronger. so stop saying that you are doing badly ok.
nexa
i don't really know what i don't like about you but i know i don't like something about you. so i guess there is nothing to be done.
nana
you are another one that i don't know what i dislike about. really. but i do dislike you. sigh...blame it on my bad memory.
celeste
you!! i dislike you the most man. you are irritating, mean and thinks highly about yourself. so what if you have the brains and is clever? don't have to keep on telling me that you hate the brains you have right? if you think you are so clever, continue being one, others won't mind. too bad if you think you only have brains and no other talents.
celly
i really can't stand the way you talk about results too. you think you get very low but have you spared a thought about others? but overall you are quite ok la. do try not to talk so much about results, kz?
yarnie
ah ma! do you really care about youe size so much? if you do, please take some initiaitve to lose weight or else stop complaining about it. and know what? we like you the way you are now. so stop feeling inferior!
me
i don't know but i find myself irritating. i just have almost all the bad points a person can have. i am mean, irritating, proud, naggy, etc. i am just bad and i think everyone will dislike at least a part of me. so don't try to hide it ok. just tell me and i will try to change but definitely no promises. you guys know i break promises like drinking water. and i also dpm't really like the me that hides everything up and thinks that i am positive. i am just a little kid who is as angry as any other teenager will be. our lives are full of anger and hatred. don't you all agree? so do tell me if you don't like me kz?
conclusion: everyone is hypocritical and two-faced, just like me
