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Monday, October 13, 2003 5:12:00 PM
gonna talk to you about not supposed to like a person too deeply for a wrong reason. a long time, which is actually only about 2 yrs and 10 days ago, i started liking this dj. i mean it was from that day that caused me to not stop listening to his programme. his programmes are like an escape from reality for me. i practically grow myself on him. so when he decided to go overseas for studies, my whole world practically crashed. well, at least not in the open because only like 2 people know about this incident. i mean is it really worth it? for me to like that guy so much? well, till now, i have no idea but i think i am really very dependent on him, this is what i conclude. when i went to his web just now, tears were forming again when i read that he might not be a dj again after returning to singapore. i mean i think it is really not worth it. but feelings is really strange huh. another incident is the energy contract conflict thingy. now that everything is finally been solved, but we have already shed so many tears for them. is it really worth it? i really don't know and do not want to comment on it. why must feelings be so strange? why can't our sense stop our emotions? i really wonder... ... if only we do not have so much feelings that we yong qing fan lan. this is a really sad world at times. do think about if all the people you like or love now really worth it? i know i am always asking this but just ask yourself ok.
love ya,
t3aRdr0p
*p.s. using diff nicks for diff occasions.
